So I moved out!
The council got me a disabled acces ground floor flat with walk in shower.
Everything has been adapted or can be adapted for me and today I get carpets! Wow... never thought I'd get excited by carpets :/
Anywho, ultimately this should mean I can get back to work in the not too distant future!
Also! Dad has time off in August so he's gonna sit down with me and look at which would be more beneficial for me, a lit. agent or just me approaching publishers by myself.
Its all very exciting!!!!